At the checkout of Walmart yesterday, I was greeted by the nicest cashier. She greeted me with a smile and laughed with me over trivial things as we engaged in conversation. I felt good that I talked with her and was able to make her smile, hoping and praying that somewhere down the road, a conversation of Christ might arise.
As I left, pride came in and I felt good about the way I conducted myself. Quickly, God brought these verses to mind and a time where I was not so gracious to a salesperson.
Luke 6:27 “But I say to you who hear, Love your enemies, do good to those who hate you, 28 bless those who curse you, pray for those who abuse you. 29 To one who strikes you on the cheek, offer the other also, and from one who takes away your cloak do not withhold your tunic either. 30 Give to everyone who begs from you, and from one who takes away your goods do not demand them back. 31 And as you wish that others would do to you, do so to them.
32 “If you love those who love you, what benefit is that to you? For even sinners love those who love them. 33 And if you do good to those who do good to you, what benefit is that to you? For even sinners do the same. 34 And if you lend to those from whom you expect to receive, what credit is that to you? Even sinners lend to sinners, to get back the same amount. 35 But love your enemies, and do good, and lend, expecting nothing in return, and your reward will be great, and you will be sons of the Most High, for he is kind to the ungrateful and the evil. 36 Be merciful, even as your Father is merciful.
Almost a year ago, I had bought a shirt for my husband for Fathers day at the outlets. I don’t have a chance to shop there very often, so it is always great when I can make it there. After Eric opened his gift, we found that the sales person had left the security tag on the item. This was upsetting, since I wanted Eric to be able to wear the shirt that day. I did not know what to do, so I called the store and the girl who answered said well you need to bring it back to the store, which would mean that it would cost me an hour of travel time.
I proceeded to ask if I could have a discount toward my next purchase and she no, that I should have noticed before I left the store that the tag was still on. At this point, my irritation turned to anger and I can say my response to her and my tone was anything but loving, kind and gracious. I was not loving my enemy.
Point of the story, is that how kind our God is to pull us from pride and remind us that while were yet sinners, Christ died for us. He sheds His mercies and grace on us even while our heart is deceatfully wicked above all things. God showed me while it was nice to be kind to the kind cashier, that how much greater to be kind to those who may not be kind.
God still has alot of work to do with this child. I am thankful, I am not left to myself for this, but he so wonderfully supplied to Holy Spirit, which gives power to do what I cannot in my flesh.
On a side note, my wonderful husband saw my irritation and went outside and sawed the plastic tag apart, thus problem fixed and my irritation was for nought :(.
Keep seeking Him,
Laura